February 14th
although a month can be a long time, and yes i am just a tad crazy, valentine’s is right around the corner. as a single-seeking-a-relationship, this time of year, along with many others, brings some sharp loneliness and resentment. actually i think those words are too harsh, but i’m too tired to correct my thoughts. what is this post about? i don’t want a group date for valentine’s. i feel like the men of our small group try to celebrate and care for the women, but i feel like it’s patronizing. am i just being a spoiled snob? i don’t know. i think i’ll have to see when the time is closer, but at this very moment i don’t want a group date. i would rather go out for dinner by myself. forgive me, i’m being mellow dramatic. oh woe am i. (to preface this post, i got a small scratch on my hand and starting screaming to the world for sympathy, but no one cared, and i was like ‘oh’ and put in my place.) woe am i indeed. (not actually.)
forget going out for dinner on your own, i’d rather cook dinner at home on my own! :P